Loneliness

Friday, February 27, 2015


Loneliness is something I have always feared--not spending time alone; that is different. I mean the feeling that washes over me like an unexpected undertow on the beach that knocks me off my feet, or throws me side to side, or maybe just gives me a little shove into deeper waters. It is that feeling that makes me question my plan, challenge my relationships, retreat into self-reflection. Other times, it is that feeling that makes me seek new hobbies, reach out to the unexpected, and dream big.

Loneliness is an emotion or state of mind that can last a moment or a lifetime depending on one's resiliency. It can strike when one is standing in a crowd or while sitting alone in the house watching thousands of people on TV at a national event. It knows no boundaries. It harbors no prejudices.

Loneliness is something I have always feared, but it will never determine who I am, where I go, with whom I spend time. Hopefully, it leads me to new discoveries about myself, embraces those I love and those I have yet to meet, and redefines itself as love.


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  1. Barb and JohnMarch 10, 2015 at 5:58 AM

    You always move me with your insightfulness and your beautiful descriptions. How lovely! You're right - loneliness comes from within and whether or not people are around you is almost irrelevant. Love your blogs!

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